Tag Archives: Fear

TAKE A DEEP BREATH . . .

Well, I was feeling pretty confident that I was on the way to complete recovery until today. Now I’ll spend a few sleepless nights waiting for the results of today’s bone marrow biopsy. I knew I wasn’t gaining strength – … Continue reading

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CHANGE

I talked about change in a recent blog and yesterday I came across the following poem that I wrote some years when I was an aspiring poet 🙂 Just thought I’d share it. CHANGE The stars above, the earth below, … Continue reading

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LET THERE BE PEACE (SIMPLE SONGS)

“Let there be peace on earth and let it begin with me. Let there be peace on earth, the peace that was meant to be. With God as our father, Brothers all are we. Let me walk with my brother … Continue reading

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GOOD NEWS, AND . . .

The phone rang — the hospital calling. They had called earlier in the day to get feedback as to my relative satisfaction with the care I received during my last stay, so I thought this might be a repeat. It … Continue reading

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THE MONSTER IN HER

My step mother was a beautiful woman with thick wavy black hair and a lovely blue eyes. She was a “knockout.” Nevertheless, she was always trying to make herself more beautiful, more desirable using all the latest tricks from the … Continue reading

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DREAMS – CHANGES AND INTERPRETATIONS

Recently my dreams have taken a new direction and last night I lay awake for a while thinking about how different they are since my illness was diagnosed. It is interesting to consider . . . If I go back … Continue reading

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LOSS OF CONTROL

THE DREAM: I was at the office – for the first time following a long absence. I had been diagnosed with Leukemia in August and spent the next four months in and out of the hospital undergoing chemotherapy. I was … Continue reading

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